So much has happened lately, but I've been way to busy lately to post about it. I'm soppose to be going to 6flags -.-; but my dad is an asshole and fucks me over yet again(as he did yesterday so I didn't go). This whole week he has been giving me shit. Yesterday he told me to go fuck myself and started calling me selfish and instigating and shit cuz I didn't wanna go to Medival Times with him and my baby cuz that are staying over. I really cannot stand that place and I'm happy I didn't go. I fucking hate my dad. He needs to stop being an asshole and doing shit to piss me off. All day yesterday he kept instrigating with me andcalling me a selfish fucker and shit. THat fucking fatass -.-.

Oh, I just realized I didn't post up the new pics lmfao and I got them upload on my comp....ill do it later. I'm tired...i just finished the family tree part of my Italian Project, and came back from hanging out with Vianna & Johanna. Its been a long time(3yrs?) since I seen vianna ....we walked around and played bball it was cool. I got invited to Sam's pool party =] I can't wait for it!~

Hmm, so today was a 1/2 day of school but I managed to get HW in every subject& a project. Blah >_< it was turning out so crappy and it was very cloudy and looked like it was going to rain so I had to go see Shrek 3. The movie turned out too be very good and funny haha. I liked it a lot! Haha =] today was a fun day. Blah, I need to practice before my Clarinet lessons tomorrow because I didn't practice at all last week and I don't want to suck very badly like I did last week...

Anyways I'm very tired hahaha...mucho fun day =]

Today was a lot of fun, but I got none of my homework done and I got a lot today :(. Right after school, Johanna and I went to Angeline's house to hang out. We went into the woods behind the Rec, and followed this hobo because we were bored. We lost him at one point, because he went really deep in the woods. I noticed the foot steps though so we were able to keep following him. As we got towards the end we saw a bit off was this weird house with a blocks of wood a bit in front with chains attached to it and a hammer. As we kept walking on the path all this weird twisted metal(a shit load of them) appeared and then we saw a shack. We were all taking pics with our phones, and then we looked around, but didn't go near the house yet. My photo box was full so I was clearing out photos so I could take one of this huge area facing away from the house with all these weird colorful sculptures...and then I heard "whore" and I turn around and the hobo is outside the shack looking at us. We all run away and managed to get away! The road off the main path too his house was so odd though! First it was guarded by all these broken off car doors, and then as you went deeper there was all these random items of trash everywhere. Some even scattered on the floor! I remember seeing a like computer chip type thing(it was green) on the floor and pointing to it. After that we walked to BB nails to see Sureen and Navien. We hung out there for a bit and laughed and talked a lot. After all that hanging out and having fun, we went back to Angeline's house for dinner. Then we hung out in her room after dinner, and laughed a lot and too random vids with my phone haha. Then Angeline asked if we wanted to play with a Ouija board, and I wanted to but Johanna was hesitant. We then decided to play it and said a pray and played. It was really slow at first and didn't work, but then it started to work a bit. It was soo odd....we kept playing for a long time asking so many questions. It was so much fun and a bit scary too! I don't know what to believe bout them anymore.... Today was so much fun though <3 too bad I gotta go finish my HW& stil take a shower now haha. Probably one of the most fun "going over someone's house" adventures I ever had! =]

Haha these past few days I ate so much food and junk food and didn't work out at all really lol. I guess I'll always have that little bit of fat on my stomach... oh well not much I can since I can't really have enough self control to eat better and working out is kinda hard for me hehehe :).

Anyways :D tomorrow is a 1/2 day at school and if it rains we're going to see Shrek 3 & if it doesn't then I'm ging to 6flags! I can't wait til tomorrow cuz I know its going to be a lot of fun too <3 yay=]~

=] I had my band concert today. Probably the best concert I ever preformed in in all my years of doing concerts! =] In the program I had a * next to my name because I was a section leader too ^,^. It was pretty long though x.x; I was there 6:30-9:40,blah. Thats a really long time for warming up,preforming,etc. lol not to mention I got home even later! It was really good though...now to start marching band music blah xD! Oh well...not more concerts when I am a freshman anymore =]! I can't wait til I am a sophmore, yet I don't want to be one. Its going to be a huge change and better courses next yr(and I get higher parts in band because I been there long/some of the older people are leaving), but then I won't be in the same classes with my friends or lunch and it will be a complete change. I guess change isn't that bad...but chances are I won't have any classes with any of my close friends since im in mostly honors next year... grr...Oh well I guess I'll live each day by day and worry about that later seeing as its 4 1/2 months off =]. Hopefully, Johanna and I can go to 6flags on friday, but if we don't we're going to just see Shrek 3 together. Meh.... =] Can't wait for the weekend!

Well, I went to DC today to go to the Holocaust mesuem and it was pretty fun(they didn't let us take pictures though :( ). I got a few random pics though that I might upload tomorrow hahaha if im not lazy. Anyways, the trip was a lot of fun. Waking up at 4:30 AM wasnt as hard as I thought it would be. It was actually pretty easy. It was very cold in the morning, and I had to wait outside for like 15mins for the bus >_<. Once we got in I sat next to melissa tow hahaha =] and we watched The Incredibles. The first stop was short hahaha we ate then went right back on the road. It took 3hr. to get to the meseum!!! It was crazy long, but worth it. Christina,Jack,Kate,Demi,Tom, and Brian where in my group and Mrs.Simmons was my shaporone. =] She was kinda slow cuz she read everything but it was OK cuz I like to read the things too heh. Its crazy what happened during the holocaust and all the people that died. They even looked at peoples head size,eye color, nose size, etc to see if they were good enough to live. Not only did they kill Jews but they also killed Homosexuals,Interracial children(or sterilized them so they couldn't have babies), other races(gypies,etc). Its just crazy how so many people died because of Hitler >_<. All this was only 60 years ago which is also crazy cuz so much has changed since then! It lasted 1933-1945(if I remember correctly). There was just so much information in this place that only staying in there for 4hours(or was it 3...) was not enough hahaha. So many displays and artifacts @_@ it was crazy. Also the tests that they ran on people(like air pressure, etc) was horrible. Everything these people went though was just insane...i'm glad its over! There is so much I could write, but I don't wanna write every detail and everything I saw/learnt. =/ On the way home we saw a lot of monuments like the capital building and stuff which was pretty cool. Hahaha we took another long drive, and the pit stop this time was much longer than the other one XD. We ate then went back o nthe road. On the way back we watched Sky High(which was a pretty good movie). Hahaha I fell alseep so many times on the bus though ...I was afraid I was gunna be a whore(cuz when I sleep I become a whore) and go all over melissa like I did on Rico and Jordan during the way home from the Florida Band Trip! Hahaha well =] I finally got home at 8.

=] No DDR or working out for me today. Heh....=] anyways hopefully I can upload the pics from today(the very few pics cuz we werent allowed to take pics inside the musuem) and put them on here tomorrow!

2day was pretty fun. My moms side of the family came over& her cuz paula too. We all just sat outside and hung out. It was pretty cool seein them again. Tomorrow i gotta get up at 4:30 AM for my trip to DC 2 the holocaust musuem. lol i cnt wait 4 it. IT seems rele cool nd like a life changing experiance. Oh yah rob nd I arnt friends anymore.

My myspace bullitin:
"He thinks I used him, but I didn't. He always crosses the line nd his personality is way 2 much. He does shit normal ppl dnt do nd he thinks its funny/OK. Like just stabbin me wit a pencil makin me bleed and leaving a huge mark then laughin. He always fights wit his good friends cuz he just gets 2 b 2 much. Rob needs 2 learn 2 not b so much drama nd stop actin so retarded all teh time. Nd yah Imma post dis even though ppl dnt like when ppl post all their personal buisness cuz its my way of ventin. Idk he just needs 2 learn to mature, grow ^, stop blamin others 4 him always crossing the line/being immature, nd stop being so obxious. If he dnt want ppl 2 think he is mentally ill then he should b doin shit retarded ppl do nd bein such an attention ho. Bein infamous is rele a good thing."

Anyways....my weight is 133.5lb. starting tomorrow I diet lol fun. I hope I can have self control(all my past diets failed rele bad but I rele wanna be around 125-127 lb by my Bday). Lets hope I can do it! I did my 30mins of DDR today haha =] yay.